I have been in Arizona now for a year now and it hasn’t cooled off at all, it’s still 80 degrees here and I need to be in a cooler atmosphere. I have been here for a short time but have come to conclusion if I don’t leave before summer hits I will be stuck until the 120 degree weather is over and I refuse to spend one more summer dying to this extreme.
I told my mom I was going to head back to Colorado the other day and she seemed disappointed, I see all that has changed today though. When I got up this morning I still wasn’t positive this is what I was going to do, ride my bright pink scooter all the way to Colorado, but as the morning progressed it became clear to me it is the best decision.
When that lady in the office started being a nag at mom about the weeds and noticed I was here it stirred up a whole lot of unnecessary bullshit that didn’t need to start causing a lot of people a whole lot of grief. Ever since then all I have been trying to do is put my shit in order and keep track of it all but it never gets done because of the same reason over and over. I will get almost to the end and then somebody will come and tell me I have to go, or before I’m done my things will get moved and I have to start over. I don’t know about you but I don’t like anyone touching my things, people who will touch and move someone else’s things usually have only one thing in mind while they are moving the stuff, to see what you have that they want for themselves.
Going back to Colorado feels like I am going home because my kids are there and it sure will be nice to see them. My son Aaron will be surprised when I call and ask if I can bring him some money right?
I have also decided to start a Youtube channel for promoting products that I have examined and websites I have tried out that I heard of on Finance Girl and whether they work or don’t work. I am going to be recording some parts of my trip and posting the videos, just look under Ms Kiim or Love Fear and Hope. I’m not sure which one to use yet.
I figure all I have right now is time so even if it takes me a month to get there it’s ok because I can take all the time I need for myself and not have to worry about anything else but the things I feel I have to do or the things I just want to do. I will be taking my cat on this journey as well, I have put together a refurbished kids cart to haul what I need to bring on the trip, along with my cat.